I took the day off from work and just chilled. It felt like my brain and body disconnected. The brain is telling one thing and the body did something else. That is my cue that it is time to just chill, relax and get away from the madness called work.
It could be a result of a few things - feeling depressed, confidence at its all time low, lack of sleep, fatigue, getting old. It was embarassing at times.
I worry about things even though I shouldn't. But one day this week I saw in my calendar, a bible verse that a person cannot control everything. If things are getting crazy, pray, leave it up to the Lord and He will do the rest. That's what I have done since leave it up to Him. Since then everything seems to turn out fine.
Hopefully this weekend will be the quick fix I need to switch from disconnect to CONNECT!
Friday, November 30, 2012
Sunday, November 25, 2012
Fresh Start.... kind of
Wow it's been ages since I had an entry on my blog. I feel kind of lost and rusty.
A big part of me didn't want to go back doing this blog. I didn't know what to write and because it reminds me of that dreaded time doing those yucky treatments and the Sinead O'Connor-phase/bald look. I still am on a treatment (1.5 year to go baby!) and I still do not have a full set of hair. Note that my hair is depressingly thin on top that on certain days it really dampens the mood. Big time! I do not feel beautiful nor do I feel a 100% the old me.
Then there's that part of me that do want to continue. To de-stress, unleash my thoughts, vent or even start something new. Work has taken on pretty much my life lately. Pathetic, really. I needed to do something that will take my mind off work, something that I will look forward to at the end of each day.
And like Oprah, I had an "Aha!" moment a couple of weeks ago. Restart the blog. Why not?!?! Life is too short. I want to do something fresh, sort of. Who cares if only a couple of people or no one reads it. I am doing it for me. Nobody else.
So here I go again... blogging.
A big part of me didn't want to go back doing this blog. I didn't know what to write and because it reminds me of that dreaded time doing those yucky treatments and the Sinead O'Connor-phase/bald look. I still am on a treatment (1.5 year to go baby!) and I still do not have a full set of hair. Note that my hair is depressingly thin on top that on certain days it really dampens the mood. Big time! I do not feel beautiful nor do I feel a 100% the old me.
Then there's that part of me that do want to continue. To de-stress, unleash my thoughts, vent or even start something new. Work has taken on pretty much my life lately. Pathetic, really. I needed to do something that will take my mind off work, something that I will look forward to at the end of each day.
And like Oprah, I had an "Aha!" moment a couple of weeks ago. Restart the blog. Why not?!?! Life is too short. I want to do something fresh, sort of. Who cares if only a couple of people or no one reads it. I am doing it for me. Nobody else.
So here I go again... blogging.
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