Two Down, Four to Go

We're back from the hospital. I'm waiting for my body to get weak, get nauseous. It'll come in full force in the next hour or two.

Like I said earlier, the oncology clinic at the hospital is a depressing place. And it's true, as soon as I entered the clinic, there were a lot of patients, more than the last time we were there. The first thing I saw were three patients receiving chemo. They all look so sick and weak. I told Mark right away that when we get to my "spot" I want the curtains closed. I cannot bear to see other patients.

Everytime we go to the clinic, a nurse tells us what chemo unit or area we need to go to. I was told to go to number #26. That spot was taken by another patient. I was told to use #25 instead. I sat down. As soon as I did I was sitting right in front of another patient, an older man, who looked like he was gasping for air. It was such a sad sight. I asked Mark again to close the curtain. Then I felt claustrophobic because I sat so close to the next patient in such a small area. I was uncomfortable. Fortunately the male nurse told me if I want to move to a private room. We did before he changed his mind ;) That was much better. At least I do not have to see other older patients who are so weak and seeing them only makes me sad.

The chemo didn't go on schedule. I think it was around 11:30 before the guy nurse put the IV in. It hurt this time and Mark forgot to hold my hand. It was alright, he made up for it afterwards. :)

I don't know why it hurt this time. The nurse thought the saline was going too fast so he lessened the amount going through the IV. A warm blanket was also placed over the IV and that helped a wee bit. Then came the red stuff (5-Fu), it was cold but painless. The last medicine (clear one) had the same effect on me the last time I had it, pins and needles on my head and a mild headache. It really hurt, I shed some tears and they gave me Tylenol. I told the nurse that I experienced the same (headache) during my first chemo. The nurse told me they'll try to inject it slower next time.

I feel tired and getting sleepy. I will have to take the nausea pills soon. Drink lots of fluids to flush the chemo meds off my system. Take lots of rests and sleep. :)

And that's two chemo treatments down and four more to go. Before we know it will all be over. :) My next chemo is Monday, March 2nd.